Looks Like Rain by E.

Scott Menter

You're at work. Today is Sunday, a normal work day here in Israel. But this is no normal Sunday. Every hour, people in their cars, on the street, and at home stop what they are doing and listen intently to the radio. They're listening for news of the expanding conflict in Gaza, and for warnings of new terror attacks in Beer Sheva, Ashkelon, even Jerusalem. But mostly, they're listening for names, code words really, each individual waiting for the specific words that mean them, their unit. In some places, it's not the voice on the radio that carries the message. Your phone rings; the conversation is brief. Set your job aside. Take that uniform out of the closet, see if you can still get it on without popping any buttons. Kiss your children, promise them you'll be back soon. Embrace your wife, making the same promisebut she knows the subtext, b'mirtza Hasheman unspoken acknowledgment that fate will also play a role. In the army as a kid you were in electronic communications, something fancy. But that's a regular army billet. As a reservist, you'll be assigned the type of duty that doesn't require yeararound training. Maybe you'll dig a trench around a base, or stand guard by a gate. That wouldn't be too badrelatively safe. Or maybe they'll decide that "electronic communications" means you are just the guy to carry a radio through the mean streets of Gaza while soldiers half your age go door-to-door to search for terrorists. Some of those doors explode, having been boobytrapped by an enemy who wants to kill you so badly that he doesn't care if he's also murdering his own civilians living in that house. You tramp a ride on a southbound Jeep to meet up with your unit. Shit, you realize, I forgot to tell Rivka to deposit that check to cover the rent. There's too much to think about; there's nothing to think about. The Jeep never seems to miss a bump or pothole. Time goes slowly, but you're not in a hurry. You remember a song, a classic really, by Arik Einstein: . , , . .

Copyright 2011 by E. Scott Menter

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And I think: just a bit longer until Gaza... I just hope there's no grenade flying our way to send us all to hell. Go slow; go slow. The driver is in his 30s, religious but not the kind who get their kids exemptions from the army. He's got four at home, ages 2 to 10. He shrugs when you ask him how his wife is going to take care of the whole brood while he's on active duty: savta, he smiles. Grandma. Neither of you know any of the people killed in the recent terror attack, but then again, they were just like everybody you do know: the sisters headed down to Eilat for a relaxing weekend. The 22-yearold kid shot as he arrived at the scene to help rescue the survivors of the initial attack. The world, which could not bring itself to denounce calculated attacks on women and children in Eilat, will certainly have something to say about your arrival at Gaza. Dozens of rockets rain down on the Negevyour nephew's high school gym took a direct hit, though it was, baruch Hashem, empty at the time. Mostly they fall into open fields, because nobody's aiming: if they hit a stalk of wheat or a room full of kindergartners, it's all the same to Hamas. You suddenly comprehend a strange lyric from the same song, one you had never really understood before: Tzvi says that rain like this is bad for the crops A land flowing with milk and honey. And steel rain. You wonder if you restocked the bomb shelter after the last time. You wonder if Rivka will remember the parent-teacher conference tomorrow. Here's the base. Finally. You thank the driver, hop down from the Jeep, and glance up at the sky. Looks like rain.