Lifetime my life flashes in front of my eyes like a thunder.it seems so short but full of lights and burnts.

it passes so slowly in the present,so fast in the past and it passes so incredibly in the future.i feel like i'm caught in the cage of the time.i'd like to escape from it,but if i do this it will all dissappear.i'm a substance made of meat and bones,filled with brain,soul and feelings.but i'm a part of the universe.in fact if i go deeper,i'm the universe,i'm the all,i'm everybody,i'm everything and i'm nothing.nothing and everything,plus and minus,bad and good,love and war.and if to go even more deeper then i realise that nothing has a sense.at that point i wake up.hush!what are u saying?!this is nonsense.if everything is nothing and nothing is everything then why you exist,why the universe exists and why are u thinking about this?and then i stop for a while and say:the answer is simple,because i'm a human

what is death? I think its something that takes our soul from our body to the sky,to the stars.we cant explain what is this. Some people die at 70 ,some at 14 ,some for driving a car drunk,some from getting seriously sick and so on. I suppose the death also has a meaning in this world. But, should we cry when someone dies? Maybe yes,because we cant hold our tears. Anyway we should remember that the soul cant die ,it goes in the sky and becomes one of that million stars. So every night when we look at the stars we can find that one that was sometimes a person that we loved. I know it sounds ridiculous but youll see if its true when youll die. Hope this doesnt happen soon.

Our possibilities dont have an end. We,the human beings are able to do all we put as a goal in our head. But sometimes this destroys us. For instance all these machines, the robots, factories and so on. They pollute the nature,the air we breath,our lives. Before all these appeared people lived more then now. If we want to have this stuff and at the same time to live normally,we should use our possibilities to make machines that dont destroy the environment . nature is miraculous and if it dies well die too. Wake up, you lazy internet drugged people!

Do you believe in God? Do you believe in someone or something? Do you have a hope?sure you do,its all for what we live. We have the hope that our dreams will come true, we have the hope that we will reach our final goal and that our final destination would be easy and pleasant. All its made by hope and believing. Yep,I know that its our imagination but we cant live without it. Why do you think people kill themselves? Because someone or something has destroyed their hope. But its a thing of the moment. The depression can easily disappear ,you just need to wait some time, we cant be all our life happy, we should suffer in order to become stronger. Its a kind of game, you mustnt lose,you mustnt die,just pass to the next level. P.s were living a lie

Prove me youre not in love People are born to die! This is what all the too thinking people would say. Dont believe them. Theyre liars. People are born to love. And that refers only to people,cause animals are born to reproduce. No,seriously,think about this. Love makes everything. And its beautiful. Its everywhere,its nature,life and even science. People get life from love and people die from it. How much scientist will tell love isnt something real there will still be this crazy heartbeating and stomach butterflies when you fall in love. Love cant be explained. It doesnt have a formula or a definition. Its just something that exists. And in fact why we need to explain it? Its just nonsense. It wont change anything. Love will still be the basis of our existence. And thats wonderful,loving is marvelous. Lets face the truth ,we all love. Theres no human in this whole universe (cause people that fly in cosmos also love) that never experienced love. Love doesnt destroy by the way. Its the human being who does it. Many say they got disappointed in love and they dont want to love again. Yeah,who youre lying to? To yourself! Love isnt quilty if you screwed it up. So,people stop it, just love.

Caution,wet floor! -you know ,Sam, Im so fucking drunk. -really?! You drank just 2 cocktails. -hey,its not funny. Im just not used to alcohol. -then why are you still drinking? -I cant leave my cocktail unfinished. -ok,now youre done? -yep. But I need to go somewhere now. -geez,go but be careful. Dont fall down. -yeah,Ill try. In 10 minutes. -oh crap!! -dammit Lucy! -Sam,its ok. Hey,why there isnt a caution sign . hey,barman?! Barman! -Lucy shut up. -no Sam, I wont. theyre quilty they should pay me for that. Barman! -oh damn,Lucy! -yes,maam, Im listening.

-barman,why there isnt a wet floor sign on that damn wet floor! why the hell are you laughing?! I just fell down and you laugh. - well,actually there is a caution sign right there. -oh really?! Then its too far! Ok,gimme one more cocktail,Im thirsty. -Lucy!! -shut up Sam and go to your room! -you know what, youre right! Im tired of this. Come with me. -no,go alone! I want to drink. Thank you barman. -my pleasure. -ok Lucy, or you come with me right now or I leave you here drunk and alone. -ok,go! -ok,Im gone!! -thanks God! I want one more cocktail. My boyfriend is such a freak. -maam,I think this is enough. -you dont have to think,youre a barman, you have to serve me. -ok maam,this is enough. Let me help you get to your room. -hey,what the fuck youre doing! Dont touch me! -wheres your room,maam? -I wont tell you. Cause I dont remember,ha! Let me go,you perv. -ok,Im clear with that.youll sleep in my room tonight. -what? Get off me perv!! The next day, 7 am. -what? What happened? -you got drunk last night. -what? What are you doing in my room? Wait a minute,thats not my room. Gosh,where am i? and why Im not in my bed? -as I said you got drunk last night. You forgot where your room is and I brought you to sleep in mine. -omg,youre that barman. -yes,Im that perv.

-I called you perv?! -and not only. -oh my god,Im sorry. Im not usually like this. Im so sorry,it was the first and obviously the last time I got drunk. Im really sorry -Jack -Jack. I probably should go. Thank you very much. -ok,ok,go. Room 257(Sam and Lucy) -wow ,look who came home! - Sam,get out of here. -what? Why? -well, youre my boyfriend. Youre supposed to be next to me when Im about to get in trouble. -wait,what trouble? You mean last night? You just got drunk. -yeah, in such way that I fell down on the floor. -the floor was wet. -this doesnt matter. You left me alone and drunk in the middle of the night. -this is stupid, you want to break up from this? - yes, pack your stuff and get out of this room. -I also paid for this room. - no big deal. You know where I keep my money. Go and take how much you need. -seriously? -yeah, I dont want to see you anymore. -you know what? Ok,anyway youre boring. -oh really,because I dont at discos to get laid doesnt mean Im boring. -you just always talk about -smart stuff? Or you forgot the word? Are you done with your packing? -Im done. But maybe -you know where the door is. -ok anyway you dont know how to please me!

-great!!ill find somebody better than you!!! Sam closed the door angrily. -finally. The same day,later at the bar. -hi Jack. -hi. Scheweps? -yep. -are you sure? -Im sure.i dont get drunk from it,besides this I just broke up with my boyfriend. -oh,Im sorry. Why? -hes an idiot . -oh,ok. Maybe you want something stronger? -oh no. hes not a big loose. I know a lot of guys like him unfortunately/ -I dont believe you dont know better guys. -except you I dont. thats part of my job mostly. -and whats your job? -I own a big company that rents cruise ships. -thats interesting. -its boring and tiring. -why?you meet a lot of people. - a lot of freaks and children with rich parents that dont give a damn about working. -rich is not that bad. -thats funny. Luckily I didnt lose my virginity with one of them. -then with who? -nobody,Im still a virgin. By the way how old do you think I am? -25 -no,23. -and you have such a big company,surprising. -Ive fought for this.

-thats great,Im 25 and Im a barman. -at least you love your job,dont you? -yes I do. -thats the most important,I hate my job. -then leave it. -you cant just quit business. Its easier to kill yourself. -ok,its not for me to judge.. -youre a great guy. -thanks,you too. -yes I know. Such a pity Im leaving tomorrow. -why? -what do u mean why,Ive rested 7 days,thats enough. -stay one more week. - I cant. business. Oh damn,who turned on the music louder? -what? -I said who turned on the music so loud?! -oh,its probably the other barman! -ok!i love you. -what? -nothing,I love this song! -I love you too. -what! -I like this song too! -ok,Ill go in my room! -ok,bye! -bye! The next day. In the plane: Damn,Ill miss this place.especially Jack. -hey,why so sad?

-Im just gonna miss a guy from this place. -oh who? -it doesnt Jack?!! What ure doing here? -flying to New Jersey. -for what? He kissed her passionately -for this. -ok,and how do u have the money for this? -does this matter? -no. -I have my savings. -ok, I believe you.

The end

Oh my god Hi,my name is God. Ok ,you dont believe me. Im a simple 16 years old girl. Let me tell you my story,I meant our story,in fact ,the story of the world. Have you ever felt like youre special,like not the others,like nothing really has a sense and all around is just nonexisting? Sure you did. Cause youre made by the way God is. I had this thoughts more than often. And Ive tried before to get into the essence of our existence. Although Im young,I know lot of things that a normal teenager doesnt know. Ive tried to find angels,demons,Ive tried to make different rituals to call them. I even meditated. In fact,meditation became a great way of finding other truths,going through other worlds. I cant say I did this everyday,I just didnt observe when I did it. Usually when getting into this I start thinking about my existence. Ive always searched for this answers but damn it I didnt need them when they came. My life was just getting amazing. Ive met my soulmate and he should have came to visit me(because he wasnt from my country). I was having a fascinating love story, so romantic that I forgot about finding the big truth..when,while being home listening to music Ive thought about this deeper than ever. what if Im the only one who exists and all around me is my imagination? What if..? oh,crap,what Im thinking about?! so,I continued listening to that music. As I remember I was listening to the velvet-symphony or something else . damn it,it doesnt really matter. 6pm-my bro and father should be home. Thats weird. Whatever. 7pm-still nobody home, I start to worry. 8pm-God dammit,where are you? Answer the

fucking phone! Why there is no signal? 9pm-nobody answers the phone,nobody is online.what the hell is going on here? Have I died?. So,I unlocked the doors to ask my neighbor whether her phone was working. Nothing. She aint home now?! At 9pm?! Really,man,whats going on?! Thats crazy,Im going to the police, If theres nobody answering. Not a good decision. As I walked out of the building there was nobody,no one,not even a soul. ok ,maybe its too late?!. But as I was getting closer to the police station I had that feeling that I was alone in the whole world. have I missed a nuclear war or all the people are gone to another planet?!whats freaking happening??. By that time I arrived at the police station.nobody!?again???geese,am I sleeping?. Totally confused I walked back home. I got into my bed feeling totally like what the hell? and fell asleep with the thought that I already was sleeping and all this is just a dream.5:30 am: I wake up. Go into the other room. Again nobody,the phone still aint working. Outside nobody,inside nobody. That is unbelievable,this cant happen. I suddenly realized that Im completely alone.shit!!said I starting to throw down and break the things from my home.damn,damn it!. Madly,I stopped for a while. Then,I took the knife from the kitchen. if I aint sleeping Ill die. Ive put the knife near my veins when the TV turned on and I started talking from the TV .this makes nonsense . I stepped back frightened who the hell are you?are you me or what ??thats insane.ye,ye,I know everything you said right now. Im you and you are me.what???.shorter,Im you from the future, kind of Im like you. I mean you woke up totally alone,totally confused but later I realized that Im the God,this means you are the God. You are the only one in the world. You are the one who created it.oh no,no,no,no. this aint happening. Are you..or maybe I am crazy. Maybe Ive gone crazy and Im seeing something else.stop saying this crap,you arent crazy.what?then what the fuck is that? God damn it,fuck,fuck,fuck..would you stop saying this word? You forgot youre the God? You created the morality and the values.you know what,this is insane! I cant be God. Geez ,this is nonsense. Do you even hear yourself??.actually,yes Ive heard myself like you do now,cause as I told you Im you so calm down and listen to me.yeah,you mean to me.I mean shut up and listen.yeah,yeah,anyway.ok,I listen,dont look at me so angry.you need to start to create the world from the beginning!.what?.just follow my instructions,in 20 seconds everything around you will disappear.are you sure Im not insane?!.yep,now look around ,do you see something?.the crazy me TV was right,everything disappeared.it was just me,the TV and everywhere where I looked was white,just white and nothing else. -omg! -this is me -no way.what thesorry -ye,its ok,you just said sorry to yourself. -I know.but how,why?whats -next? -yep. -next you need to make yourself a partner. -a partner?haha. how? -its not hard if you train.just imagine the person you want and start drawing him -very easy!

-just try! -ok,but who to choose?as you know there are lots of guys -you like.you can choose anyone. -even. -even that cute Korean actor -and even.. -your classmate that never paid attention to you. -awesome!!but Ill choose the hot barman I met at the sea. -I know!!come on already,start!!! I started moving my hands from side to side,kinda of trying to model a face.it was funny how from my hands started to appear a shape of a human. -oops! -its a mummy.ive told you,you need to train. -sure,I got that point! Omg,Ive tried about five times. -god,maybe we wont do this.it aint working! -keep trying.itll work. And really,I wasnt wrong.at the 7th trial from my hands came out a cute brown haired young man with the best body you can ever imagine,nor see. -hi,said I to him with a big big smile on my face. -hi ,answered he looking at me weird and confused.where I am and why Im naked? -oops,sorry.hey,me from the TV.how to.. -just draw that clothes. -ok. Said and done.but the guy was still freaked out.me from TV started to explain him the situation. -I am the God and she is too.im her and I created you as my first help in starting creating the world. -what?but how,why? -just shut up and listen to me,said we both.poor guy.he had nothing to say.just no comment.me from the TV continued: -we need names.

-we?said i.i have a name. -yep,but it wont be comfortable for the guy,we have the same names. -cause we are the same! -and the guy doesnt have a name. -ok,Ill be -youll be God.and Ill be -God 2. -lio its better. -ok,lio,what about the hot guy? -youll like ced. -ced?i dont like it! -you shut up ced.its Gods deal. -and lios. -ok,you women. Will surely be continued..