the possibility of EVIL in the courtroom

Building a Better Cabinet the occupy london guy cried out "when are you coming back to occupy london julian?" dinah rose rap SISU holiday in cambodia BAE david cameron proBAE weapons india david cameron anti-ECHR and anti-humanrights --pregnancy rights eliminated --min wage lowered --extradition appeal rights diminished dinah rose --v. drop investigation into BAE saudi bribing --v. guantanamo

braingarbage braingarbage rosanne barr: war illegal, cannabis legal, credit/mortgage debt cancel, more women in politics: green party wow.

we got off the bus too late last night and walked through stamford hill. i felt so happy suddenly. it was like beverly and la brea. little israel. we stopped to ask for shabbat. the men in tall black hats might have looked at me funny for my glee, or for the guy fawkes mask off to the side. i explained to X. that there will be bet tzedek reparations to the generations affected by slave trade. as was for holocaust survivors. then 3 february 2012 marquis of lansdowne had a half of a half pint cider and danced to some 50s 60s jazz pop. think of my my dad--mr jazz himself. realize--he was a raver. danced like crazy in the most restrained way possible! if only it were california i could flail my

arms too! to celebrate the supreme court success of julian assange and dinah rose and contemplated arran's brilliant new edit to get rushed onto youtube asap. it is the industrial music vision of architecture, machine gunfire, collateral murder, and blood thames julian at the supreme court, or occupy london. its an art piece, not everyone's cup of tea. says in black and white, some things might be put into words badly. will put on braingarbage asap. he said the girl in the green suit smiled at him. i told her i liked her shoes the night before. she said but this is about justice. i said but justice is looking beautiful. she wore the white dress 13 july 2011 on JA's arm. she is in my picture: bet tzedek for julian assange. one of the things about severe depression is the inability to perceive beauty. so when reine fisk of dungen told me i was one of the most beautiful women he ever saw---even if it was just a line---it really moved me, that he could see beauty at all. i saw nothing, felt nothing. svart ar himlen dark are the heavens sweden versus assange? more like, swedish weapons industry versus assange. gustav vasa looted the monasteries and built his stockholm up from the ore sold for war and machines. swedish weapons of yore. saab so then when others see or perceive beauty, or the eye is trained again to feel aesthetics within the sound of collateral murder gunfire over london architecture . . . gustav ejstes told me straight away about having seen the colateral murder wikileaks film. many musings. saw nasir and gave him a hug. saw sam truth. tired of feeling sad about humans. think of bradley manning. do the dishes. glean broccoli from the market chuck. cook and eat. speak of gandhi film. gandhi world hunger fund bag filled with tossed covent garden doughnuts give to the man on the streets by the cash machine. constantly think about zac goldsmith. his life force was so great---that i perceived our eye contact as an electric shock. something has never happened in such an extreme way with a human.

he had just stumped for julian assange. (it was as though he completely perceived me as the twit plant for JA at the 24-11-11 extradition debate. it is kind of funny that i told him "good work" he has the same birthday as my mom. he has a rare charisma reminding me of a JFK or david house. i mean really this is his england--and more so too i am inspired, green, was his industry, and equality for women in UK parliament will be immediate as in 30 years late like CEDAW) realize that the ear ache i told KH about was a rare kind of stress earache: an painful throbbing in my ear-better now very proud of the days 1,2 february wikileaks supreme court olympics all the soya margarine on bread i ate in early january was to fortify myself against the possibility of fatal cachexia: something collateral murder tends to reinforce. so it was important to keep my health up. but then, it suddenly became important, not just to subsist---so the demands are: b-vitamins, antioxidants, juices. also, MKULTRA no more. as for a poem called "green fascism" it was a passing breath within the land of the amerikanakia. that and ivy league bulimic. how much is that harvard or vanderbilt degree worth---when the refugee inducing africa land swipes--or the antiwikileaks columbia FOG sneakers holds all the lies more firmly in place like law it took me that long to see what michael andrew eng saw instantly. SISU finnish for courage live morning night i've lost my broken necklace with word arabic for compassion ishfak a guy on the bus in california said thanks for wearing it. (protest islamophobia) i touched the star of david on arran's neck when he came back into the court room. clare was wearing me thin. took off hat---an antique velvet hat i was wearing specifically to charm clare or those susceptible to 1950s jokes--took off hijab---my arab spring feminism and an old trick of animal husbandry--reducing an animal's vision to reduce panic. at lunch i took off the layers of clothes piled on against the 5am freezing supreme court arrival. clothes donated from the generous hertfordshire supporter.

i gave the shawl to the woman with red hair from germany. another said i looked lovely. i said "i'm dressed as a girl as a joke, i'm a lesbian" wearing three coats i took out all the pins from my hair. changed glasses. changed glasses again.

none of this is important. starvation in somalia is important. oxygen to the brain of braingarbage is important. thanks to--gena mason, urban nomad in seattle, and annie gaia azari of gaia productions in los angeles, and Iraq Veteran PTSD nurse anne kangas eng for sending me survival money. kangas is meadow in finnish. eng is meadow in norse. thanks to our beautiful new friends in stoke newington wildlaw.co.uk and blackheath anonymous for helping braingarbage not die 1. of a broken heart 2. of exposure to the elements 3. starvation so i could make it to the support of julian assange. 1000 hits about on the docs. gareth peirce glanced at me. and it was so nice to thank jenrob. i felt awkward chattering to julian, mainly because i never meant to speak to him, and what i said was so confusing, pertaining to the childhood memory of gorillas behind glass at the washington DC zoo---the painful memory as a child---and how the supreme court "glass prison" effect was so similar--and then he said he liked this court they dont have to show power because they have power and truly, as a venue, it was more fitting the dignity of the person of julian assange does he have stockholm syndrome. i mean truly, law is entertaining, but what would . . . amor fati it is my goal to keep julian paul assange out of all WASHINGTON DC zoos gorillaz whether or not he is TALENT, to use CIA 50s sprache--i am sure he could be in rosanne barr's cabinet as minister of information. or truth. so wow. fine by me. simpsons.

Incident in new baghdad and yet . . . the way clare could speak hours about the meaning of judiciary---whilst we ignore the ongoing outrages of BAE weapons lobbyist david cameron---or the ivy league death camps installed upon the continent of africa by harvard et al. (lessig hello?) and ignore the toxics trafficking dumping gagged by wikileaks attack dog guardian. when i first looked at the guardian in 1998---i was so stunned---at a newspaper with content--having grown up in greywater nashville tennessee. so then, a new york times was a luxury item. then the WMD. and david kelly killed. and then patrick fitzgerald. where's waldo. firing clare montgomery is a moot point if JA wins. if he moves on to the ECHR, things will get really theatrical with TEST CASE No666. it will be a legal eurozone crisis break out. and i won't have any words but will be driven down eastland to the land of arson witches and lynchings to emerge for a good old pepper spray haldol thorazine electroshock to give me a good old fashioned wikileaks lobotomy. nashvegas style. like falun gong. my raging case of scientology will protect me from the scalpel and gurney, and then the moment i was due fit to throw my laptop across the courtroom, arran arrived in, and i kissed him on the cheek, to steady myself against the tyranny of the possibility of EVIL in the courtroom. braingarbage endorses Rosanne Barr for President i was at la brea and hollywood boulevard on the bus opening document after document of ACLU FOIA'ed CIA DOJ Torture. on my way to pouring this over and calling kevin zeese. studying law and anthropology. when all law and primatolgy merge . . . so when a department of justice orders torture, and clare montgomery mentions 911, i think she should have studied her BUSH 6 torture doctrine homework a little better, and realize that if she wants to pass Neo-Con 400, she has to do it with feeling. the absence of integrity from her delivery, was something i perceived. the opposite was true, when first i was getting wikileaks. i would hear julian speak on youtubes at this or that conference, and listen to the way his words looped in coils of sound, so perfectly aligned in a kundalini of righteous truthiness. jacob rees mogg said i so dont know who stephen colbert is but . . . its still win-win for wikileaks . . . i held it together. tried blinking a lot to contain and express my rejection of the brainhackery. no huge catastrophe. the judges then . . . they spoke for us . . . sort of . . . and julian spoke in the silent gestures . . . as clare montgomery mentioned the cambodian judicial system emulating the french . . . holiday in cambodia dead kennedys

braingarbage would like to be secret PR stunt double and or the karl rove of wikileaks ambitious? but wanting nothing, and buddhism is more the way to go inclined into the disaster "shining solitude, the void of the sky, a deferred death: disaster." ---maurice blanchot, last words The Writing of the Disaster

inside my 1997 class copy, notes for JA: re: the rat race JA sorry about EXPO mag Sweden i think maybe Rove likes Wikileaks bc it makes Hil/Obama run faster so the publicity (while damaging) helped WL ROVE the neurolinguistic program of cyberwar Wikileaks v. Torture Inc. the Future v. the Stone Age Jetsons v. Flintsones all the happy people--->and their stone tablets (wikileaks-cablegate-all law-all scripture-the internet) Collateral Murder, a poem collateral murder, a poem serious office of international law occupy london finance leak zine might not have been written by beatrice at all but perhaps X who has asked me to delete the letter X from my blog. it finally occurs to me that she is claiming authorship of the amazing woman's ecriture claiming some things i agreed about occupy london: the male domination and rudeness. i may never know. so many take down request the whole internet. tell the internet you are sorry http://thereallacc.blogspot.com/2010/05/tell-internet-you-are-sorry.html my anthropology teacher--who studied witchcraft and spiritual practices in camaroon---had such a huge effect on how i perceived wikileaks, especially the idea from OKU of Nyongo worker cult. about redress of the ills of slavetrade and imperialism, the practitioners maintain internal slavery based on methods of mind control and worship, utilizing methods learned from the colonialists. yeah true---i picked a major fight about his sexist violation of the Civil Rights Act in verbally discriminating against women and other protected minorities. but he was very influential to me, 2010, spring, collateral murder time, BP oil about to break.

i spent most of april 2010 crying. april 1 2010 i flew to london to see Miroslaw Balka's How it Is at tate modern. i then took eurostar to paris, wandered around. didnt sleep for three days. back in LA. see part of collateral murder on democracy now! i thought julian was some AI or HRW spokes. i was pacing. late to class. in a complete WTF kind of way. i was telling anne to make veteran's administration PTSD educational videos. lost my legal research notebook. sued my landlord. uploaded torture documents to http://www.scribd.com/disbartorturelawyers BP oil started to flow. fundraising for ACLU, AI, and HRW from los angeles 2005, 2007 i was never so good at a hustle. money repulses me. 12 million or whatever. i delivered a hand written note in july that i would give FSI the art from grandfather to pay JA's bills. but then we'd have to have a trunk sale. some human rights art project. but one, the watchers, sold at an anti-landmine benefit. my brother set that up. with the right marketing, and inflationary economic principles, and hype machine, they could easily be worth 500k. so, i put it in the hey wassup email to zac goldsmith too. somebody should enjoy them. property of wikileaks. i was pretty critical of february 2011 court handling. looking for those old emails to FSI on scribd.com and the first one to wl_central things are better now--in some ways i'm not in sweden don't ask don't tell, dan choi Posted 8 hours ago by mary rose lenore eng (please) mary rose lenore eng braingarbage processing the supreme court UK assange scraps in my brain 2 am 4 february 2012