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Marisa Ruiz
Even now at fourty-one years old, that painful day in 1985, still haunts her today. Dyke,
Squid, Loser, Raven the Reject; just some of the many names they used to call her. She looked
at her high school senior photo and thought, 25 years is a long time. It’s been quite some years
since she opened the Triton’s annual. Pretty pathetic, it only had six signatures out of an
institution of 1300 students. Wasn’t senior year supposed to be full of doting memories? She
flipped through the crisp pages, smelling the musty scent of mothballs, the result of being boxed
up for quite some time. Talk about opening a box of tormenting memories. That’s the social
capricious world of high school. She lied back on her the soft comforts of her bed and
remembered.
At 17, Raven and her family relocated to southern California from Hong Kong when her
father, a well-known philanthropist, sought endeavors back in the states. She was a gawky girl;
shy and naïve; inept but wholehearted. Regardless of her god-awful braces, Raven never got
tired of smiling. She always wore her jet-black hair in a high ponytail and hid her deep blue eyes
behind her black-rim glasses. Wife-beaters, torn jeans, and pink high-top converse was her norm
of daily attire with the occasional change in the color of her bra straps. By the looks of her, you
couldn’t see much luster in the girl. Unless she was busy with the music club or at a meeting
with the National Honor Society, she pretty much kept to herself at school. The very few friends
she had were the “out-of-the-box” types; your classic four-eyed geeks wearing plaid shirts,
corduroy jeans, and hush puppies and few others from the band of oddities and misfits.
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At her high school, the social network at school was built on the foundation of the
pecking order. Popular and pretty Samantha Tansley and her posse of vainglorious vixen were
the elite girls at the top of the food chain. Mini skirts and boob tops, they were those “Daddy’s
little girl” types who sat together at the same table every day at lunch. Sam was a tall slender
teen with long dirty-blonde hair, blue eyes, and well endowed for a girl her age. Her girl friends,
Abbey and Michelle were mere blue prints of Sam. All animated, loquacious, and full of bitchy
Then there was the pompous prank playing jocks of the school, whose confidence was on
the boarder line of cockiness. Blaine, the popular and charismatic hazel-eyed football player; San
Clemente’s golden boy. Eye candy, that’s for sure. He was different. Blaine was one of those
groovy high school guys who were cool to everybody. He was always kind to Raven. One day,
he sat down to have lunch with her. And that’s when the problems started.
Before the week of her final exams, the student government planned a “Final Fright
Night” at Sinclair’s Drive –In Theatre. A repeat of “Nightmare on Elm Street III” was the
feature, but who the hell went to the drive-in to actually see a movie? That’s when they
approached her. To her amazement, Sam and the others extended their flag of friendship. They
went on about how they misjudged her and how they REALLY thought she’d be a great addition
to the group. After ranting about some superficial bullshit, in their typical way, they invited
Raven to join them that weekend for the senior get together. Sam even offered to pick her up.
After that year of out-and-out hell, the Snob Squad finally felt some remorse. Or so she thought.
At her house that Saturday night, her newfound friends pulled into the driveway.
Grooving and singing to Madonna’s top hit, “Holiday,” Michelle honked from her trendy white
VW Cabriolet impatiently. When Raven got into the car, Abbey popped open a green bottle with
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a lighter and handed it to her. As they zoomed away in the topless chariot, Sam threw her beer
into a neighbor’s trash can which missed and smashed all over the driveway. Dollar bill in one
hand and CD case in the other, Sam took the first bump and passed it around. Raven, not
wanting to ruin a good thing, became the typical victim to peer pressure.
As soon as they entered the drive-in, Sam stood up on her seat and screamed towards the
guys in the step side Chevy. As they pulled up next to them, Sam jumped out and helped herself
to the cooler full of beer. Hanging out with a bunch of the star-athletes and teen royalty was one
night Raven didn’t want to forget. Shortly after, amidst all the fun, she started to feel a little
queasy and that’s when the world around started to spin. The last thing she remembered was
Michelle grabbing her by the hand and walking her to the Sam’s car. The rest of the night was
pretty much a blur. She didn’t even remember getting home that night. What can you expect
The following Monday, it didn’t take long for gossip to spread around the school. As she
walked down the usually noisy hallway, people were staring at her and whispering under their
breath. When she turned the corner towards her locker, she saw it. Right there in plain view for
everyone to see, the photo. A passed out and topless Raven with beer bottles and coke next to
her, with “coke whore” written across the top. When she turned around, there stood the triad of
viscious queens smiling smugly. Covert in their cruelty, the friends she so hoped to have won
over were at the very core of this diabolical scheme. Their predation fueled partly by jealousy,
but purely for entertainment. Raven dropped her books to the floor and ran through the
emergency exit into the stairwell and cried until she had no tears left.
For a second, reliving that moment made her a little apprehensive about attending her 25th
High School Reunion, but she continuously reminded herself that it was long ago - elaborate
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rituals of terror and superficial teenage bitchery at its finest. But tonight is special. As she got
dressed, she looked at herself in the mirror. Raven no longer had a mouth full of wire. She had
gotten rid of her black-rimmed glasses back in college and her almond-shaped eyes were a bold
indigo. Her long black tresses fell to the middle of her slender back teasingly showing her well-
tanned back in the red v-slit dress. Her education abroad led her to the most exotic of places. As
a top-notch photojournalist, she won many prestigious awards. A philanthropist like her father,
Raven was going to be honored at the reunion dinner for founding and funding the Social
Acceptance Mission Scholarship for the students of San Clemente High School.
Her stilettos echoed on the pool deck as she made her way slowly across the bridge to the
ballroom entrance. The entrance was adorned with hundreds of twinkling lights in mini red
paper made lanterns representing the colors of “The Almighty Tritons”. Shiny gold and black
foil Streamers glistened in the light. She started to feel her nerves as the butterflies began to
shutter in the center of her belly. Again, she had to remind her that there was a point to all of this.
She came upon the bejeweled reception table where there was a group of people looking at the
display wall full of high school photos and memories. Her hand was trembling as she signed the
reception book. The red-haired woman in the linen tailored suit greeted her with a hug.
Taking a deep breath, head up high and body poised, her gleaming smile concealed her
discomfort, as it always did in those most stressful moments. She descended down the iridescent
glittered spiral staircase into the ballroom. It was a star-studded celestial paradise with golden
shroud wrapped pedestals lighted with candles. Dozens of balloons adorned the high ceiling.
She followed her hostess to their table which was located right smack in the front of the podium
in the center of the ballroom. A couple of friends who she managed to keep in touch with
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throughout the years were there. She also realized that most of the group along with their savoir-
As the ceremony began, the student body president took the stand. A few others
followed, all reminiscing about the memories and major events of our time. Soon enough the
highlight of the evening came; it was Raven’s turn to shine. She stood up and gracefully walked
to the podium, looked out at her fellow alumni and smiled. After a short pause, she cleared her
“San Clemente High School, thank you for accepting this scholarship. Unfortunately,
many of our children have become victims to what society dictates what is cool and what is not.
The effects of bullying in all its forms have had detrimental effects not only on the victims, but
the bullies themselves. And with this scholarship, I hope it will create awareness and put and
end to this issue. I envision a unity of love, self-respect, and social greatness for all our children.
I want to sincerely thank those of you from our senior year who inspired me with a driving
ambition to help all of the children facing these. It is through you and through your effects, you
have caused me to seek a mindful and meaningful allegiance to find social serenity and conquer
you.”
Then, she smiled and walked away. From the ambience, you could tell that the audience
knew whom she was referring to. After the ceremony, she grabbed a glass of wine and walked
out to the balcony. She stood there for a moment for what seemed like an eternity. The full moon
illuminated the white sand beach and shimmered in the reflection of the rippling ocean. She
stared out into the darkness counting the diamonds sparkling against the midnight sky.